Erik, I am deeply attracted to a particular Benedictine monastery in France and I knew about it in my mind long before I ever knew it physically existed. Something told me 40 years ago that I would be living as a monk in this monastery in France. I'm sure I lived there in another lifetime, however I still feel deeply called to return and I want to spend my final years singing to the glory of God in the beautiful and sacred place. Is it wise to return knowing what I know about the true story of Jesus? I'm hoping the religious dogma wouldn't slowly eat away at my spirit. My desire is not an escape from reality either. I have lived a very fruitful life already! Any advice would be greatly appreciated. Thanks Erik!